When you feel perpetually unmotivated, you start questioning your existence in an unhealthy way; everything becomes a pseudo intellectual question you have no interest in responding whatsoever. This whole process becomes your very skin and it does not merely affect you; it actually defines you. So, you see yourself as a shadowy figure unworthy of developing interest, unworthy of wondering about the world - profoundly unworthy in every sense and deeply absent in your very presence.
… You say you wish you knew what’s on my mind, but you wouldn’t if you knew…
… See, I’m stuck in the city but I belong in a field…
… Do I even possess a soul that is worth being weighed…
A QUE MIERDA ESTAS JUGANDO???????
… Nightmare before Christmas…
… It is always coffee time…